Sunday, January 31, 2010
Where do we go from here?How do we carry on?
I can't get beyond the questions.
Clambering for the scraps
In the shatter of us collapsed.
That cuts me with every could-have-been.
Pain on pain on play, repeating
With the backup makeshift life in waiting.
Everybody says: "Time heals everything."
But what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in-between?
Are we just going to wait it out?
There's nothing to see here now,
Turning the sign around;
We're closed to the Earth 'til further notice.
Stumbling cliché case -
Crumpled and puffy-faced -
Dead in the stare of a thousand miles.
All I want: only one street-level miracle.
I'll be a an out-and-out, born again from none more cynical.
Everybody says that time heals everything all in the end.
But what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in-between?
Are we just going to wait it out?
And sit here cold?
We'll be long gone by then.
And lackluster in dust we lay
'round old magazines.
Fluorescent lighting sets the scene
For all we could and should be being
In the one life that we've got.
In the one life that we've got.
Everybody says that time heals everything.
But what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in-between?
Are we just going to wait it out?
Sit here. Just going to wait it out?
Sit here cold. Just going to sweat it out?
Wait it out.
♥ posted on 12:31 AM
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
Thursday, January 28, 2010
My group just presented a rough wedding plan.
We have balloons and butterflies
Look!
Bitch
I so don't regret not sending a christmas card
♥ posted on 10:32 AM
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&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
Thursday, January 14, 2010
I've got a little story and it was inspired by MouseHunt.
It may be a little draggy, but do read on!
(I feel like posting this on MH forums, where people post all their creative fan stories about MH!)
Here goes!
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Once upon a time, there was a buccaneer mouse, Sky, who lived life as a pirate.
Day by day, he pilferaged, he robbed and he stole.
Only with the purpose of living on, looking for that one special mousress made for him.
On the other side, along the Himalayas, the Siren mouse, Wind, resided peacefully with her village.
Her job was to teach the younger Sirens how to sing well, in order to attract preys.
They only attracted preys with the sole purpose of taking what they need in order to survive in the cruel mountains.
She, too, was looking for the one and only mouse that was made for her.
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One day, Sky docked his ship along the coasts of Himalayas to keep their stash and refuel their ship.
Every time they returned, he would gaze at the mountaintops that disappeared into the clouds.
He always wonders if there are any mice up there.
On that fateful day, Wind had to head down the mountains to gather some herbs for her fellow villager who was ill.
She trotted along the slope, feeling warmer as she headed down.
She knew she had to get back within the hour or her body would not be able to hold out and she will die of heat stroke.
Sky was determined to venture up the mountain and cover at least half the height.
As he walked through the thick forest, the temperature kept dropping and he started to get cold.
However, as he looked through some trees, he saw this stunning, silver, cloaked figure that resembled a mouse.
He walked closer to take a closer look.
It was a mousress!
He could only see her back as she peacefully squatted down to pick herbs.
As she repeatedly squats down, he found himself losing sight of his surroundings.
It was as if the rest of the world disappeared and there was a soft, gentle glow around the mousress.
Wind knew someone was looking and she pretended not to notice, hoping that the person will go away.
All of her senses are on alert and she could not calm down.
Many different thoughts of running and killing the stranger flashed through her mind.
She felt the stranger approaching. She turned.
Upon setting her eyes on the stranger, she knew he was the most beautiful mouse she has ever seen.
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She knew she wanted to know him.
He knew he has to know about her.
Sky held out his hand.
Wind took his hand and stood up.
The world seem to fade away for her, too.
It was only seconds that they had met, but it was as if they knew each other their whole lives.
They were what each of them were waiting for.
Wind knew she had only 5 minutes to climb back up the Himalayas before the heat gets to her.
She started to suffocate as her body isn't made for the heat and she can't take too much oxygen in.
Sky noticed that her eyebrows got closer to each other.
He knew something was wrong.
"Is there anything wrong?"
"No, I have to get back soon.."
"Could I go with you?"
Without waiting for a reply, Sky took her basket of herbs and waited as she led them up with their hands intertwined.
Wind started panting on the way up as gravity still proved to be an issue even though they were both mice.
Silence seemed to be comfortable with both of them, but Sky was curious.
"My name's Sky, I'm a Buccaneer, how about you?"
Wind remembered her late village head talking about the gang of Buccaneers who always stopped by this shore.
He said that the Buccaneers are a rowdy bunch and cautioned the village to stay away from them.
Sky looks rowdy from the outside, but deep inside, she knew Sky is good-natured.
Because if he wasn't, she was sure that nature would have sent warnings through the grass or trees.
Knowing this, she knew it was safe to tell him her name.
"Wind" *pant* "Siren mouse"
He has heard of the Siren Village.
They are a very small group of mice who lived high up in the mountains where the clouds covered them from human eyes.
They are very peaceful people who respected nature to a great extent.
They conduct many rituals daily and their rituals mainly includes singing.
Even before they catch and kill their prey, they would sing a song that thanks their prey and pray for it.
"I don't like robbing and stealing from people, but that's my job, what do you do?"
"Teacher." *pant* "Teach singing." *pant*
Their pace increased as Wind hurried to return to the denser air.
Meanwhile, Sky started to take shorter breaths as his body needed the oxygen.
He knew he could not follow her back to her village.
"Will you ever come down again?"
"Yes, daily." *pant* "Villager sick, need herbs everyday." *pant pant*
He knew his lips are turning purple and his face is getting paler with every step.
Sky was reaching his limit.
"This is the farthest I can go." *pant* "I'll be here waiting for you tomorrow."
With that, Sky let go of her hand and he dashed down the mountain, not letting Wind have a chance to say goodbye.
Wind watched as he dashed down the mountain swiftly.
She sang a beautiful song that prays for his safe return, to his people and to her, tomorrow.
She continued looking at the strong back of Sky as he continued down.
Sky never really paid much attention to nature, but he thought he heard the trees rustling:
"I'll see you tomorrow.."
♥ posted on 6:15 PM
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Gah. Lessons is uber boring as usualEspecially anything related to Econs.
I seriously hope I won't have to touch econs in the next sem.
Anyway, I've been sitting around, with exams staring straight in my face.
I HAVE FINALS IN ABOUT A MONTH plus afew days!
Haven't gotten around to studying or even FLIPPING through notes.
On a brighter side, I got my first official A!
My ITB module scored me a BORDERLINE A
I LOVE CLARA the most (other than patrick <3)
ECONS SUCK TTM!!!
(I'm asking clara about what else can I blog about)
I dislike some people in my class :D
(Imma ask clara again about what else to blog)
(I turned to her laptop and saw G-dragon and my heart melted!!!)
She says Khong Guan Sultan biscuits are nice!
(Clara told me to ask jiale what else I can blog about)
(Imma ask jiale)
Jiale: ME!
Clara: I hate jiale the most
Jiale: Blog about meeeeeEEEEeeee ~~~~
Jiale: I love jiale more than clara
Clara: She loves herself more than she loves me
Jiale: NoooooooOOOooooOOOoo ~~~
Oh yes, my hair has turned from purple, to reddish and it's now turning orange!
I want a manicure!
Byeeeeeeee
♥ posted on 10:23 AM
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
Thursday, December 31, 2009
With a new blogskin, I shall blog!I did this blogskin in under 2 hours!
I feel old right now because I've been doing projects and assignments and reports non-stop for these 2 weeks.
I haven't been having a life and I really wanna have a life.
I enjoy bitch&bond sessions!
I wanna dye my hair again, I don't wanna be blonde a day longer!
There are some people that I wanna see immediately!
I've done my part in spreading christmas by sending christmas cards!
I just got a new phone: N97 mini
I really don't know what else to type
So here's something:
Here's how I've been:
No I'm not trying to act sexy.
I've just gone partially crazy due to school work!
It's nice if it comes true!
♥ posted on 1:03 AM
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
Friday, November 20, 2009
LMS today was fun! Despite me dreading it..
Anyway, we had this really fun activity at the end.
Try it!
If possible, find a buddy.
Sit back to back with each other.
Each of you is to have a piece of paper, blank on both sides, and a pen!
Write your name on one side, your buddy's name on the other side.
Divide both sides into 4 different boxes!!
(If you don't have a buddy with you, you can just try doing it on your own)
Here's where it starts~
At the top left box, draw an animal.
Then, draw yourself, with the animal.
You can be walking, playing, talking, jumping, flying or anything.
Just do something with the animal!
Secondly, on the top right, draw your ideal home.
Third, at the bottom left, draw "water",
And your favourite time of the day!
In the last quadrant, draw a mountain.
Then draw yourself making your way up the mountain.
You can do anything, as long as you're on your way to the top.
In the same box, draw what you see when you reach the top of the mountain!
Take some time to beautify your drawings and such ~
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Then, in 5 minutes, flip to the other side.
Ask your buddy to describe to you what he/she drew on each quadrant.
YOU draw what your buddy describes in the best way possible.
Switch roles and this time YOU tell your buddy what you drew!
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You done?
This is what I got!
So, before I tell you about how to analyse your drawing,
Compare your drawing with your buddy's
It would look VERY DIFFERENT!
Here's what Priscilla and I got:
The first one is my page
The top one is mine, bottom is her drawing of my description
On the right, it's Priscilla's original drawing
On the left, is what I draw with her description
Sooo, here's how to analyse your drawings!
1. The animal is your ideal soulmate (Based on character)
For example, pigs are loyal, dogs are loyal too, dolphins are intelligent, non-existant animals means romantic
2. What you are doing with the animal, shows how you would treat your soulmate
For example, on a leash you'll control your soulmate
3. The house represents how sociable you are.
The more windows/doors you have, the more sociable you are.
But how much you let yourself socialise, depends on whether the door/windows are open or not.
If they are open, you're really "open", and you may need to learn to keep some things to yourself.
4. The water, represents on your view of money.
If you drew a man-made object, with money in it, it shows that you're confident of earning money yourself.
If you drew nature-related (like a sea), you'd expect to find someone who supports you.
If you drew anything else that doesn't concern water, you're a creative person!
And the amount/size of water you draw, depicts the amount of money you're contented with.
5. Favourite time of the day.
If you drew a man-made object, like a clock, to represent time, you're very task-orientated.
If you drew a sun/moon or anything nature-ish to represent time, you're a romantic person and you tend to ask about lunch/movie during project meets and such.
6. How you get up the mountain depicts how you'd like your career to be like.
If you walk or climb up unhappily, you'd imagine your career to be tough and torturous.
If you helicopter, fly or teleport up, you'd like your career to be a breeze.
7. What you draw after you reach the mountain top, depicts your retirement.
If you draw more mountains, it would mean you expect life to be harder after retirement.
If you draw soothing things, you would expect life to be relaxing after retirement!
Here's what I got ~
1. A frog for a soulmate
2. Taking pictures with my frog soulmate happily
3. I'm open to a certain extent, because all my 5 doors are closed, but 3 huge windows are open
(I spent alot of time on drawing a really nice interior! LOL!)
4. I EARN MY OWN MONEY! And I expect myself to earn alot !
(Initially, it was just waves, then, I had to add a bottle, and the bottle ended up being huge!)
5. I'm a mixed of being task-orientated and easily distracted by food/movie etc!
(I drew a clock first, because I liked the cooling 7am weather, but, I had to show that it's morning, so I drew a sun!)
6. I'd expect my career to be really tough, because I CLIMB up -_-
(I had no creative juices, I wanted to draw myself at the top though..)
7. My retirement will have a view of the sunset !!!!
(Because if you really climb a mountain, it's wasted not to see a pretty sunset/sunrise!)
HOPE YOU HAD FUN!
P.S. Looking for a frog soulmate!
♥ posted on 5:52 PM
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Went to Yuki Yaki today with my brother and cousin for the first time!!
It's kinda exciting!!
We cooked like meat and fish and soup and alot of other stuffs!
P.S. I still prefer Seoul Garden..
And and andddddd
After the hot food part, we had DIY ICE CREAM!!
It's really fun!
They give us liquid ice cream, we pour it on the pot thingy
THEN IT FREEZES!!!!
It's fun fun!
I love the DIY ice cream here!
Here's when we gave up on changing from the spatula to the spoons
We simply scrape the ice cream and put it in our mouths!
AND!
I bought Havaianas!
IT GLOWS!!!!
I'm currently on a movie marathon.
I've watched Dracula 2000, Monster VS Aliens and am watching Bedtime Stories now..
(I need to get a life..)
♥ posted on 10:16 PM
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
&- Je t'aime,as I always do .
